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This boy came with a reputation of being able to break a girls heart,
Not mine she thought I’m far to smart
At first she didn’t care wouldn’t let him in,
After a while her heart he began to win
She thought she held all the cards and the winning hand,
She would show this boy who was in demand
Confident that she could take him for a fool,
Her ice maiden act began to cool
When she was cold and so aloof,
Then that silly girl made the big mistake of beginning to thaw,
how that boy laughed as he knew the score
She didn’t see the slight shift in power,
She didn’t even notice he was approaching his victory hour
Slowly his demands and power began to grow,
Stupid girl has fallen in love and let it show
The first time that he let her go,
She began to feel the fatality of cupid’s bow
She let him get away with more and more,
He could do anything he wanted of that he was sure
She begged him to love her like he did at the start,
Not knowing she was being pushed out of his heart
The more the other foot slipped on that shoe
She couldn’t understand why he had adored her when she was so cold,
She didn’t see that this was a story that was ages old
He didn’t look at her with that look of love anymore,
The more she wanted the more he headed for the door
Stu.pid girl can’t you see that your biggest sin,
Was to open your heart and let that boy in?
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We were together
Together forever & always we would say
One night thats all it took for me to fall for you again
You stop talking to me
Stop smiling at me
We’re done now
I cry some nights just thinking about you
We’re done now
Or is this another game you like to play?
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Can I be me ;
Can I fly
To live my day
Can I be me
Behind the soles of mankind
I laugh in the face of people
Judging me like a fat monster.
Can I be me
I’m not a monster
Behind my eyes
Control me
Be me
Own me
I be my own bestfriend
Me,myself and I
I am me.
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How long will it take for you to forget about me
How long will it take before you find some on new
How long?
How long?
I hope you know I’ll never forget about you
You look at me you might see happiness but on the inside I’m dying
I want to see you
I want to hold you
Will I ever get to hold your hand?
I guess lonliness runs in my veins
The people I love always reject me or die
How will this end?
How will this end?
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I feel like I’m a reject from the world
Seems like all my friends are slowly leaving me
They all have girl friends or some one
There is no one here
I havent felt any love for a long time
Do I have no meaning to my life
Is there no end to this pain?
Everyone I’ve loved has rejected me
But no one can see my pain
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If I were
To die today
Would anyone care?
Would anyone come
To my funeral?
Would my parents even notice that I’m gone?
Would my boyfriend
Would the preps and the jocks
Miss the kid they’ve made fun of for so long?
If I were
To die today
Would my death
Would my teachers say how good I was?
Or that I had it coming for me?
Would anyone even notice that I was gone?
I wonder how high this cliff is
With its waves beckoning me to join them forever
No one will miss me
Three
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I will send a kiss for every thought of you I have
For every kiss I send there will be a cut on my arm
For every cut there will be a stain of blood on my floor
For every stain a memory that gets me closer to death
So yes I keeping count..
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Deep down inside me
I have an urge
For us to merge.
Day by day
When I want to try.
and you know me.
But when I see you
Sounds so corny and cliche,
But I like you in so many ways.
But you can’t see me?
Am I someone you would not proceed?
Thinking this
Shatters my world,
I am not the girl you love and twirl.
You are one half and I am the other,
But for some reason we are not mending together.
I want to so badly,
I want it to work
But this cannot happen if we both can’t flirt.
I laugh to keep myself from crying,
I want to know what keeps you from trying.
As time goes by I hope and dream,
That one you and I will become reality.
But always know,
I like you.
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